Good bye

This is it, I move home today. I quit my job yesterday, packed my room last night. And now Im sitting here, in my empty room, waiting for my mom to get here so we can pack the car.
I was just getting into the routine here, but now its time to start a new routine, find a new job, rekindle old friendships, spend time with my mom. Its going to be different, much different. Part of me is a little excited to get to spend time with old friends, to start a new job, to see how things are going to work out. But Im not going to lie, Im also a little scared, am I going to lose contact with some friends? Am I going to be able to handle the whole "parent" thing again? Am I going to find a job that will still allow me to have some social life? Will I be able to drive up and visit Lance when I want to? Will he still be able to come see me? How much is everything going to change.. thats what scares me.
Trusting, trusting, trusting..
Thats what Im trying to do... everything just keeps changing so it makes it hard.
But Im going to embrace everything with an open mind and an open heart, see what God wants to teach me through all this. I'll keep writing on here, although its no longer the ramblings of an office slave.. I gets its the ramblings of a summer wanderer. A summer learner. A summer truster.
We'll see what happens...
I'll miss you all