Nothing

nothing is working out..
everything is confusing me right now..
am I Vegas? how do I know? will I change? where am I going? what am I doing? what is going to happen?
everything seems like its going according to plan.. but then it changes suddenly, or in my head I think I know where Im at, then that gets twisted and turned. I guess Im learning not to make my own plans or go with my own head, trust Him instead.
this week will involve some thinking on my part it seems.. re-evaluating, looking a little deeper than surface level into things, learning to trust Him more and myself less.

good thing to learn, hard thing to do..